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Currently have 32,396 words. I actually think I did pretty good here -- the worst obstacle I really had in this case was thinking up good questions for Mara and Padme to ask one another for Galactic History Trivia (basically, they're playing it while they're in hyperspace en route to Dagobah just to stave off boredom, and the both of them are getting pretty sick quickly of being cooped up on the transport. *), but I think I managed to get into Padme's thoughts pretty good, and have a bit of humor in there after they have a rough landing on Dagobah. So I think this writing session went pretty well so far.










* Which I suppose is probably ten times worse for Han and company, especially considering that they have a long, long journey ahead of them before they get to Bespin. I can only imagine that for Han and company, it's like the roadtrip from hell. Or space-trip, more sufficiently. (I'm just picturing arguments breaking out amongst the crew, Han threatening to turn the Falcon around...okay, I'm kidding here, but I can imagine there's going to be a lot of roughness on their journey to get away from the Empire)
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Currently have 29,357 words today. *Rubs wrists* Jesus. Anyway, I think I did pretty good today. Not as good as yesterday, but still pretty good. Mostly wrote the scene with Mara having to leave Hoth, and I think I had some good stuff in there -- Mara sparing the life of an Imperial soldier, for example, and some bits involving Terminus trying to atone for what he did. I'm probably going to write the turret sequence tomorrow, which I admit I'm the most excited for. 
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Currently have 26,513 words done so far. *Rubs wrists* Jesus. Anyway, I think I did good -- I admit that the problem I had with the Battle of Hoth was that, if you watch Empire Strikes Back, it's a pretty chaotic battle scene with a lot going on, and a lot of cutaways to different characters, so I had to keep track of what basically everyone was doing. But I think I did good -- I managed to add some additional threats, Mara being awesome, a good emotional moment between Ben and Ada when she's afraid Ben's going to be left behind in the base, and a set-up for a scene which...honestly, feels right out of KOTOR II: starting up the turrets to ward off the stormtroopers while Han starts up the engines. Of course, their troubles aren't going to end there -- poor Han and co. in Empire Strikes Back. I mean, if you really look at it, they had a terrible day getting away from the Empire. Luke too, later, but it seemed like Han and co. seemed to have a whole conga line of bad luck -- but...yeah. Actually pretty pleased with my word count so far, especially considering I was worrying a lot about my paper for Film and Lit and such -- that kind of distracted me a little bit, but I got back on topic. But yeah, I finally have a feeling like the story's taking off.
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Currently have 21,247 words. *Rubs wrists* Anyway, the Battle of Hoth is nearly underway (I mean it this time!) and I don't know how good I got into Ventress' head this time around (although she did get in some pretty good zingers at Ozzel, which was fun to write), but I think I got into her mindset okay, all things considered. Also, Piett finally enters the picture. I'm looking forward to writing the guy in the future; he was always one of my favorite Empire Strikes Back characters. Mostly because he seemed like one of the only people in the fleet who wasn't really a dick, but kind of a decent guy (from what we saw of him) that happened to be on the wrong side. According to his actor, that was actually intentional, because, as he put it, that's what audiences respond to, the humanity. (Which I quite agree with) And it definitely adds a sense of depth to the Imperial fleet considering most of what we saw in A New Hope (great characters as those in the fleet were) were kind of dickheads, mostly. (Very oddly colorful dickheads, that said!) I thought it was nice to have someone like Piett on the opposing side to add a bit of depth.

Which I think is important, not just for the main villains, but their mooks too, because mooks are pretty much overlooked in the villain department. That's actually something that, replaying KOTOR, I actually really appreciate because the Sith on Taris...one thing I noticed about the Sith on Taris is that they're never really portrayed as one-dimensional (then again, even though Taris is a bitch of a planet to deal with, one nice thing I can say about it is that very few of the bit characters are one-dimensional; they're all pretty colorful and memorable). Nasty pieces of work, yeah, but it's pretty clear that they're not really happy to be on Taris either (as shown by Sarna if you're playing as a guy, and Yun Genda if you're playing as a girl, as well as the Sith guarding the turbolifts to the Lower City and the Undercity, and the Sith patrols you encounter in the Undercity). Perhaps it's just me, but I sort of got this Malak-doesn't-pay-us-enough-to-deal-with-this-shit vibe from some of the Sith on Taris (even if there are some of them that are just sadistic jerks).

I dunno. I think it's definitely good to add some depth to all your villains, including the sort of average-villain-footsoldiers people. I think it makes things more interesting, both for the heroes, and for understanding the villains. (If that makes any sense)

So, next writing session, the Battle of Hoth begins. The evacuation, the ground battle, stuff like that. Have to say...I think I'm pretty damn psyched for this! 
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Currently have 19,203 words. *Rubs wrists* Jesus. I definitely got quite a boost today. But I think I did a good job today. Think I got into Mara's head well when she's about to head off to the battle, as well as Rieekan's. So I think today was a good writing day. 
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Currently have 16,968 words so far. Whew. Let's say that doing some writing has been a pretty good antidote to certain things that have happened recently, including a bit of a nightmare that I had that actually made me scared to go back to sleep for a while. Right now, I wrote Ventress talking to the Emperor before making her preparations to go to Hoth (which, yeah, still kind of set-up-y, but I'm also pretty excited because it means that the real action is just beginning to kick in). I'm pretty psyched to, among other things, have Ventress actively be plotting to overthrow the Emperor and sort of going a bit cunning and such (and adding a bit of humor in there, such as Ventress saying she doesn't get the appeal of pazaak/sabaac-like games). It's kind of weird considering Week 2 is usually the week where things start getting harder, but right now, I think this is the first time I actually have some sort of idea what I'm doing. 
ladyofleithian: (amy pond)
Currently at 70,714 words. *Rubs wrists, hands and eyes* Let's say that my eyes -- by the time I was done, I felt almost like poor later-Admiral Piett as he was first introduced in the Empire Strikes Back novelization, what with the description of his eyes looking all worn out from staring at terminals. I'm going to have to use eyedrops more or something. Also learned that I'm not terribly good with space battles; I had to sort of check the A New Hope script to make sure that I had my technobabble right. On the other hand, I learned that I'm really good with emotional scenes, apparently, what with Owen and Beru's fear of Mara being killed up in space -- call it a sort of Adult Fear thing that I wanted to add into the story -- Ventress not wanting the Death Star to fire on Yavin IV because it would kill Vader and Terminus as well (that and Even Evil Has Standards. I sort of see Ventress as...well, ruthless, but not a Complete Monster, if that makes any sense. She has a bit of nobility left in her still. It helps that her backstory in canon is definitely really pitiable), and Terminus' sort of breakdown in his cell while he's feeling the disturbance aboard the Death Star, as well as him telling Mara that most of the people on the Death Star aren't monsters. There are monsters on the Death Star, the way I see it, but they're not all monsters. If that makes any sense. And Mara trying to warn the people on the Death Star to evacuate. So yeah, character stuff I can do. Space battles...probably not so much. But I think even that...I think I did okay considering that I was sort of working myself to the limit today. (One day left and all. *Is suddenly nervous*)
ladyofleithian: (a/p: happiest moment)
Won NaNoWriMo at 64,304 words. *Sighs in relief* Completely sore, but worth every moment. :) I'm definitely going to miss the mad writing process, TBH. Might post it if possible. Overall? Loved it. :)
ladyofleithian: (padme all is wrong)
Currently have 55,800 words, and nearly to the end, thank goodness. *Rubs poor abused wrists, as she fears she may get carpal tunnel at this rate* Think I did good, really -- getting into Padme's thoughts and whatnot. Poor girl. And poor Sabe. They both broke my heart. The scenes -- complicated in terms of Palpatine's speech -- because I'm not good at writing fictional speeches, I'll be honest. XD -- but still fun to write. Mostly loved writing some of how the Holonet presented some of it -- e.g. the clones going rogue for no good reason and the possibility they'll be decommisioned on one station (yeah, absurd, but it's intentional. :) -- and such. And other things. And getting a bit into how Yoda reacts -- after all, he trained some of these Jedi. They weren't just nameless Jedi; they were men and women that he had gotten to know almost like his own kids, and he had to feel them be slaughtered at Palpatine's command. The more I really write the Jedi, the more I feel sorry for them, really. Because they deserved a better fate. They really did.

And these are my rather disorganized thoughts -- I'll admit I'm a bit overemotional. And tired. And in need of untangling my brain -- for the session. How are you guys? :)
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The good news is that I've currently got 51,504 words thus far. The bad news is that I'm nowhere near the end of the story, and it's nearly the end of the month. *Headdesks* Hopefully I can do it (I mean, two more days left, right?), but still...I'll admit I'm a bit worried. 
ladyofleithian: (anakin)
Currently have 49,339 words so far. *Sighs in relief* I'll admit that Obi-Wan really surprised me in this chapter; I was originally going to have him as pretty remorseful, and yet at the same time, he came around and surprised me if only because of how...well, angry he was in this chapter. I'll admit it's not bad, really. Kind of like everything in the story was kind of building up to this outburst towards one of his dearest friends.

I'll admit that writing the duel between Obi-Wan and Mace was pretty hard. I know that I grew to love Mace like crazy during this mad writing process, so...yeah. Definitely going to miss you, man. :( 

I guess another thing I'm worried about is that it'll be a bit too cut and paste. Still, maybe I'm being a bit harsh on myself. *Sighs* Still worried, though. 

Think I did all right overall, though. :)
ladyofleithian: (mood: creative)
Currently have 47,424 words so far. *Rubs wrists blearily* Not sure how well I wrote the battle between Grievous and Dooku (battle scenes aren't really my strong suit. I think my problem is that my brain comes up with these huge ideas for battles and whatnot, and the problem is really living up to these ideas. *Sighs* I guess a good tip in the future is to just keep it simple. Or at least break it down into little steps and whatnot; that'll definitely help), but I kind of liked getting into Palpatine's mindset. Let's say that my Palpatine -- he kind of has these delusions that he's a Well-Intentioned Extremist and whatnot, but in all honesty...he's kind of an asshole, really, for lack of a better word. It's kind of how I see canon!Palpatine, really. Palpatine's just weirdly fun to write, and yet at the same time, part of me kind of wants to crawl under the bed. Still a lot of fun, though, and a damn good bad guy. :) I mean, you've definitely got to respect, at least in a way, a guy who knows how to pull the strings. And who lays on the Large Ham like there's no tomorrow. ;-) Even though I hate what he did to Anakin and the others, the guy's still one of my favorite characters, if only because he's a kickass bad guy. :)

And then there's the matter of Dooku. Decided to kind of give him some last words to Padme to deliver to Yoda, about Order 66 beginning. Because in the end, Dooku wasn't really out for power or whatnot; hell, Lucas and Christopher Lee said it themselves that to the end, Dooku thought he was doing the right thing. Which really makes his death in REVENGE OF THE SITH kind of tragic, really.

(I'll admit, Dooku's another one of my favorite characters. He's just so complex and layered. And he's played by Christopher Lee, so that's also a plus. :) Let's say that ever since I first saw the LORD OF THE RINGS movies, I've been a Christopher Lee fan. He's just awesome. :3)

So yeah -- not really sure how well I wrote the battle scene (not helped by the fact that I'm kind of tired, admittedly), but this chapter was still a lot of fun to write. Really sad to see Dooku and Grievous go, though. That really sucked.

So, how are you guys? :)
ladyofleithian: (rose/ten hug journey's end)
Currently have 45,476 words so far. *Rubs fingers* Fucking ow. On the bright side, definitely managed to get into Obi-Wan's thoughts more. And Mace's. Honestly, I'm starting to love all these characters to bits, even the ones I already loved. I'm really going to be sad at their eventual fate at the end of the novel. *Sighs* Goddammit, Foregone Conclusion...

Also, sorry for my arguable whining last NaNo update. Let's say I had a lot of issues. *Sighs* Not helped by the fact I had a crying jag yesterday and I don't know why. :/ I'm a bit better now, thankfully. :) 
ladyofleithian: (obi-wan love)
Currently have 41,080 words under my belt, thank goodness. *Sighs in relief* This was admittedly a hard chapter to write. Getting into Padme's viewpoint was easy, but Obi-Wan's was actually kind of harder. I think it was just because of the whole I've-been-tormenting-him-for-so-long-please-muse-just-make-it-stop. But considering the Foregone Conclusion I already painted myself into earlier...yeah. (Mostly referring to the prologue) I don't really mind putting my characters through hell, but somehow, Obi-Wan...well, it really hurt doing it to him. It really did.

I really need to start writing fluff with him and Sabe or something. I really should.

Also, on another note, I'm really anxious about that college paper and whatnot. *Sighs* Papers are always pretty hard, really. I just hope I can do it. 
ladyofleithian: (obi-wan love)
Currently have 36,743 words under my belt. *Winces and rubs wrists, which are no doubt sore and abused by now* Also got to tap into Obi-Wan's mindset a little more, and offer some degree of an insight into how some of the media works in regards to the Clone Wars. Got to at least go further into the whole matter of the Jedi's...arguable Moral Dissonance that some say is the case (and to be fair, it's not like I entirely disagree). As well as Obi-Wan's thoughts on the matter. Also, I think this is actually turning out more different in regards to Revenge of the Sith than "Murder The Dawn" has. Pretty weird, really.

So, bottom line? Keep being awesome for me, Obi-Wan, okay? :) 
ladyofleithian: (padme confused)
Currently have 35,008 words down. *Sighs in relief* Not sure if I did as well as my previous writing session, mostly in terms of writing about Obi-Wan going to the Chancellor's office this time, but I think I did all right. Mostly in terms of Obi-Wan's worry about how wrong things are going, and understanding the Jedi philosophy a little more. 

Also, someone on the NaNo forums suggested this song for my story (Padme, more specifically. :), which is made of awesome: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bf4x36XKhsM. ;
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Got 33,921 words down. *Sighs in relief* Also got to get into Obi-Wan's mindset a little more, especially in terms of the talk with Palpatine at the opera. I think Obi-Wan's curiosity about Plagueis, at least for the time being, is less "keep Sabe from dying" (although that factors in as well) and more "save the galaxy". Not to mention his grief about Ahsoka. I guess it's sort of a bit of a grief thing, which the Jedi...well, they don't really deal with. They mostly have it along the lines of "Rejoice for those who transform into the Force". Which I guess is all well and good, but it's honestly not as easy as that. Grief's pretty complicated. I'll admit, I'm not certain why the issue of grief is starting to repeat itself throughout this NaNo, but I guess I can call it a bit of...well, me having a bit of an uneasy year. Some moments are absolutely excellent, and some moments...some moments are kind of things that I wish didn't happen. Still, I suppose it's not like I have any control over it. Best I can do, really, is meet it the best I can.

Also, need to get Padme back into the picture. And Ventress and Vader. *Shifts in slight embarrassment* I guess NaNo does give you permission to fuck up, but still...it's kind of annoying, I'll admit. The matter of plot threads and whatnot. 

Also, thanks to the lingering...whatnot, for lack of a better word, in my mind, I'm probably going to post something sometime about what I'd like to see in the Sequel Trilogy (as I'm going to call it, because honestly? That's what it is). At least I can meet the future with some degree of preparedness. It's going to be upstaged later, but still...*Shrugs* 

Also, had another nightmare. Mostly about some sort of...mummy-clown thing with a lot of issues doing a Heel Face Turn thanks to...I guess the Power of Love, but I don't know. And Phelous was doing a movie review about it. Probably one of my better dreams, but it was still pretty scary. Least in places. 
ladyofleithian: (obi-wan love)
Currently have 28,371 words under my belt. Also managed to write a pretty sweet scene between Obi-Wan and Sabe, as well as get into Obi-Wan's mindset a bit more. Which I think will work especially in terms of his fall. I think that's the benefit of writing in order, at least -- you get to let the characters lead the way, at least in a sense. And I'm starting to understand Obi-Wan's eventual fate near the end of the story a bit more; I'm not exactly what you call happy about the idea, but at least I can understand it a bit more. 

Also worried that I made the scene too emotional. I mean, then again, I think the phrase "too emotional" is kind of bullshit, really -- I think what I'm meaning is...I'm worried that I made it a bit melodramatic. Then again, it could be an irrational worry on my part. I know that I really adore writing these characters, and it's good to be with them again. Sort of like returning to old friends, at least. :)
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Currently have 26,738 words so far. Not bad, I guess. :) Also really liked writing that scene between Obi-Wan and Sabe (his wife in this story). Worried about getting Sabe's character right, but I think I got Obi-Wan's thought processes down a bit. At least, in terms of how he's feeling and thinking. 

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