Snowflake Challenge, Day Twelve
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In your own space, create a fanwork. Make a podfic, an icon, a sketch, a meta, or a rec list. Arts and crafts. Cross stitch. Draft an essay about a particular medium. Put together a picspam or a fanmix. Write a review of book you love, a ship manifesto, a you-should-be-listening-to-this-band essay. Create something. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
So I decided to do a fanmix, which I haven't done in a long time. This is really just a sample of stuff I associate with the Ben/Kylo and Poe ship, so I haven't really covered everything. In terms of theme? Well, I guess angst. Because if there's one of many things this ship is about, it's about the angst.

Download here.
1. Memories by Within Temptation:
In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I prayed to the gods let him stay
The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why
All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments imagine you here
All of my memories keep you near
Your silent whispers, silent tears
...
Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling, you know I love you
Till the end of time."
Can be from either Poe or Kylo Ren's point of view, talking about the memories that they had together.
2. What Have You Done by Within Temptation:
I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
...
'cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I don't feel
It's over now
What have you done?
Poe's POV. To say that he's devastated that Ben is Kylo Ren is an understatement.
3. Sweet Curse by Revamp:
You bear our memories like staining scars within your mind
You lose all that you knew of me, gone deep inside
Lost love, my hell...
Words weren't meant to tell the story
For I can't describe the ache
No remorse for your betrayal
Yet though I find that hard to take
How can beauty change unseen into a monster, I don't know
Lost love is my hell..."
Poe's POV. Most likely reflecting on Ben's fall.
4. Understanding by Evanescence:
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Most likely from Kylo Ren's point of view. Considering his struggles with the Light Side, it seems appropriate.
5. My Immortal by Evanescence:
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me
Could be from either Poe or Kylo's POV, though now that I think about it, Kylo's point of view fits better. I can picture this song applying to Poe's influence still being there and refusing to leave him, part of his "call to the Light", as it were. (My own headcanon is that Kylo has multiple calls to the Light, family, friends and significant others alike)
6. Love Song For A Vampire by Karliene ( originally by Annie Lennox ):
Once I had the rarest rose
That ever deigned to bloom
Cruel winter chilled the bud
And stole my flower too soon
Poe's POV. Not that Poe's a vampire (though that would make for an interesting AU), but the song's a lot more than that. It's about grief and losing someone horribly -- the winter could definitely be interpreted as Snoke's influence, if you like.
7. Those Nights by Skillet:
I remember when
We used to laugh
And now I wish those nights would last
Poe's POV, without a doubt. Reflecting on the better times they had together as Ben Solo and Poe Dameron, even with the chaos the galaxy no doubt had going on around them.
8. My Demons by Starset:
I cannot stop this sickness taking over
It takes control and drags me into nowhere
I need your help, I can't fight this forever
I know you're watching,
I can feel you out there
Ben Solo's POV. His struggles with the Dark Side, even before he fell.
9. Running Up That Hill by Placebo:
And if I only could
Make a deal with God
Get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
Be running up that building
If I only could, oh
From Poe's POV. In my rewrite-verse, it's his promise to get Ben back, no matter what.
10. Somewhere by Within Temptation:
Lost in the darkness
Hoping for a sign
Instead there's only silence
Can't you hear my screams?
Never stop hoping
Need to know where you are
But one thing's for sure
You're always in my heart
[Chorus:]
I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying
Until my dying day
I just need to know
Whatever has happened
The truth will free my soul
...
Wherever you are
I won't stop searching
Whatever it takes me to know
Poe's search for Kylo Ren. Because he'll be damned if he gives up. Ever ever.
So I decided to do a fanmix, which I haven't done in a long time. This is really just a sample of stuff I associate with the Ben/Kylo and Poe ship, so I haven't really covered everything. In terms of theme? Well, I guess angst. Because if there's one of many things this ship is about, it's about the angst.


Download here.
1. Memories by Within Temptation:
In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I prayed to the gods let him stay
The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why
All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments imagine you here
All of my memories keep you near
Your silent whispers, silent tears
...
Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling, you know I love you
Till the end of time."
Can be from either Poe or Kylo Ren's point of view, talking about the memories that they had together.
2. What Have You Done by Within Temptation:
I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
...
'cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I don't feel
It's over now
What have you done?
Poe's POV. To say that he's devastated that Ben is Kylo Ren is an understatement.
3. Sweet Curse by Revamp:
You bear our memories like staining scars within your mind
You lose all that you knew of me, gone deep inside
Lost love, my hell...
Words weren't meant to tell the story
For I can't describe the ache
No remorse for your betrayal
Yet though I find that hard to take
How can beauty change unseen into a monster, I don't know
Lost love is my hell..."
Poe's POV. Most likely reflecting on Ben's fall.
4. Understanding by Evanescence:
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Most likely from Kylo Ren's point of view. Considering his struggles with the Light Side, it seems appropriate.
5. My Immortal by Evanescence:
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me
Could be from either Poe or Kylo's POV, though now that I think about it, Kylo's point of view fits better. I can picture this song applying to Poe's influence still being there and refusing to leave him, part of his "call to the Light", as it were. (My own headcanon is that Kylo has multiple calls to the Light, family, friends and significant others alike)
6. Love Song For A Vampire by Karliene ( originally by Annie Lennox ):
Once I had the rarest rose
That ever deigned to bloom
Cruel winter chilled the bud
And stole my flower too soon
Poe's POV. Not that Poe's a vampire (though that would make for an interesting AU), but the song's a lot more than that. It's about grief and losing someone horribly -- the winter could definitely be interpreted as Snoke's influence, if you like.
7. Those Nights by Skillet:
I remember when
We used to laugh
And now I wish those nights would last
Poe's POV, without a doubt. Reflecting on the better times they had together as Ben Solo and Poe Dameron, even with the chaos the galaxy no doubt had going on around them.
8. My Demons by Starset:
I cannot stop this sickness taking over
It takes control and drags me into nowhere
I need your help, I can't fight this forever
I know you're watching,
I can feel you out there
Ben Solo's POV. His struggles with the Dark Side, even before he fell.
9. Running Up That Hill by Placebo:
And if I only could
Make a deal with God
Get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
Be running up that building
If I only could, oh
From Poe's POV. In my rewrite-verse, it's his promise to get Ben back, no matter what.
10. Somewhere by Within Temptation:
Lost in the darkness
Hoping for a sign
Instead there's only silence
Can't you hear my screams?
Never stop hoping
Need to know where you are
But one thing's for sure
You're always in my heart
[Chorus:]
I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying
Until my dying day
I just need to know
Whatever has happened
The truth will free my soul
...
Wherever you are
I won't stop searching
Whatever it takes me to know
Poe's search for Kylo Ren. Because he'll be damned if he gives up. Ever ever.