okay so I need to get this off my chest and who better to talk with then my friend :)
Anyway I was just having I hard time dealing with things,I'm 19 and I've never even been out on a date before not one,I always wanted to get older so I could go out on dates and stuff but I guess not,I'm kinda on the chunky side I'm 178 and short so it makes me look bigger,I mean i don't have a big stomach its mostly hips and breasts but other then that I think I'm okay looking I guess that no other guy does though I can't help but think will i ever find someone that will love me for me? I've even tried starving myself for days and all that made me do was pass out,I've tried going on diets before and I went to the Doctor's and he said that I'm completely healthy I just,I want someone to love me for me.
Well thats all that i had to get off my chest,what about you? if you want to talk to me about any problems your having I'm listening.
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Date: 2012-12-11 03:20 am (UTC)Anyway I was just having I hard time dealing with things,I'm 19 and I've never even been out on a date before not one,I always wanted to get older so I could go out on dates and stuff but I guess not,I'm kinda on the chunky side I'm 178 and short so it makes me look bigger,I mean i don't have a big stomach its mostly hips and breasts but other then that I think I'm okay looking I guess that no other guy does though I can't help but think will i ever find someone that will love me for me? I've even tried starving myself for days and all that made me do was pass out,I've tried going on diets before and I went to the Doctor's and he said that I'm completely healthy I just,I want someone to love me for me.
Well thats all that i had to get off my chest,what about you? if you want to talk to me about any problems your having I'm listening.