For angst_bingo...
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ladyofleithian...because I was stupid enough to delete one of my entries. FML.
Title: Freefall in the Dark
Summary: Sometimes Anakin dreams of falling. RR-verse.
Prompt: Mute
Warnings: Possibly triggering content and Vader being a douche.
Sometimes he dreams he's falling.
He's falling down a long black elevator chasm with no one to catch him. He doesn't know where he'll land -- or crash. But crash he does. And wake he does as well, in a cold sweat, crying out for Father, for everything he lost, everything he had, everything that could have been.
Sometimes he dreams about Vader hissing in his ear. Hissing and screaming. He killed her. He killed my Mara... And for all Anakin pleads with him that no, Han didn't kill Mara, for Force's sake Father come to your senses , his father refuses to listen to him. His hands bruise and hurt and prod and poke, and Force oh Force they hurt ...
He dreams of Vader and Padme. How Vader...speaks about her. "I don't like others touching what's mine..."
Anakin dreams of falling, of Caedus, of Han and Vestara and so many things. And he wakes every time, half-expecting himself to be back in Aunt Shmi and Uncle Cliegg's house, but no -- he's back in that bunker on Kashyyyk while the celebrations rage through the night.
Only Vestara and Padme understand. They, beside him, were also Vader's "favorites". Even now, Anakin's considering writing a book about what they went through. Everything they went through.
He just wonders if the galaxy will listen to them.
Title: Freefall in the Dark
Summary: Sometimes Anakin dreams of falling. RR-verse.
Prompt: Mute
Warnings: Possibly triggering content and Vader being a douche.
Sometimes he dreams he's falling.
He's falling down a long black elevator chasm with no one to catch him. He doesn't know where he'll land -- or crash. But crash he does. And wake he does as well, in a cold sweat, crying out for Father, for everything he lost, everything he had, everything that could have been.
Sometimes he dreams about Vader hissing in his ear. Hissing and screaming. He killed her. He killed my Mara... And for all Anakin pleads with him that no, Han didn't kill Mara, for Force's sake Father come to your senses , his father refuses to listen to him. His hands bruise and hurt and prod and poke, and Force oh Force they hurt ...
He dreams of Vader and Padme. How Vader...speaks about her. "I don't like others touching what's mine..."
Anakin dreams of falling, of Caedus, of Han and Vestara and so many things. And he wakes every time, half-expecting himself to be back in Aunt Shmi and Uncle Cliegg's house, but no -- he's back in that bunker on Kashyyyk while the celebrations rage through the night.
Only Vestara and Padme understand. They, beside him, were also Vader's "favorites". Even now, Anakin's considering writing a book about what they went through. Everything they went through.
He just wonders if the galaxy will listen to them.
